Here I am, in the situation I most feared of daring to let myself get put in. Now I must create a life for myself out of the prison that was created for me..which I allowed myself to be put in..

It seems September is always a very hard month for me. When I look back at what I was going through around this very time last year it becomes most clear.. I think though this Fall will be still better than lasts years ever was, even without the love and home stability that I thought I had...

I will use this blog to track my progress...to help me slowly unfold all my layers that I've been hiding from myself...and others..for too long..whatever it takes to get me to start bleeding more regularly..anything to get the blood flowing effortlessly..